In a recent Instagram post, the award-winning singer blamed the devil for trying to ruin his life, and claimed he heard God speak to him for the very first time in his life.
“When you are tired of the devil ruining your life and you hear God speak for the first time,” read his introductory part of post.
The singer went ahead to say people are always deceived by face value appearance of his life, yet if they dig deeper, they would find a ‘little boy looking for help.’
“What’s on the surface always looks like one big party but inside there is a little boy looking for help and guidance. People say, ‘Be a man’. Yeah, that’s right, but it doesn’t take away any pain you really go through.”
Chris went ahead to detail that what goes on in his life could make some people think the option of taking their own lives as an easier escape route.
“No one knows what I deal with on a day-to-day. The average man wouldn’t hesitate to blow his brains out, but that’s the cowards’ way out.”
Brown rebuked success gotten as a result of serving the devil; terming it short term and that he strives to have his heart always clean.
“Most won’t understand the genius and beauty in change and learning and the people who have devilish intentions will win in the short term. My soul will always be pure of heart,” he wrote.
The “Don’t Judge Me” hitmaker said the prime focus is his music career and his 13-month-old daughter, Royalty.
“I just wanna stay out the way and do music (sic), most importantly and great father. I don’t have any more patience for anything that will cause me to self destruct!”
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